Run away. Run away.
I don’t know if I can handle today.
Run away. Run away.
I will face this life come what may.
Dear God, please make me a bird so I can fly far. Far, far away.
Dear God, please make me a bird so I can fly far. Far. Far away.
Running away does not solve all your problems. It may temporarily ease your mind however, it cannot make those problems go away.
Geographically you can put yourself further away, but you cannot actually escape the problem.
When I was a child I remember I wanted to run away from home.
I packed a bag of my favorite toys and I set out on my way.
My mom watching from the door waved and told me to have a good adventure.
I went all the way down the street made a left-hand turn and walked down the big street!
Then came to me what was a huge choice in my then six-year-old life.
Do I step out onto the first busy road or do I walk back at that long hill, make a right and go home?
Going home I had to face what I didn’t want to deal with, which was most likely cleaning my room or minding my parents.
I also wasn’t thrilled with the prospect of my little brother. He could be extremely annoying although pretty darn cute at times too
I chose to go home.
I talked to my parents and I remember them telling me that I made the right choice. Things are not always perfect but I knew they loved me, and I learned that I could solve my problems if I just faced them. Even if it wasn’t easy.
As an adult I’ve thought away thought about running away more times than I did as a child.
However it is not always that easy. Especially when you have responsibilities and understand more people, or pets, depending on you.
I admit that I have small times that I call it “running away “.
I take time for myself and I dig around inside my mind to find what I’m really thinking about and what’s troubling me
It isn’t always pretty and it isn’t always nice.
Quite often it’s painful.
I may seem distant or cold to some people, but I’m trying to find myself again.
I’m searching deep inside of my soul and what I really need to find it myself.
I even escape to parking lots while I’m driving to and from places so that I can just stop and think.
When you run away you also run away from people in your life.
When you leave with no warning or no heads up you leave them wondering if the words that they said were truly meant.
There are all kinds of forms of this behavior. Being late, not taking a call and/or not calling are just a few examples.
It can make one wonder if they are not as important to that person as they pledged they were in the first place.
Taking a breather from a person, people or situations is understandable. To seek a way for you to find yourself.
It isn’t as if I haven’t done it myself.
However, I do let the people closest to me, or that I am indebted to or responsible for, know that I am “checking out” for a mental moment or moments.
But to think that you can “run away” from your problems and not face them?
I don’t understand that.
If you have obligations and responsibilities with others, you just running away is cowardly in my eyes.
I understand not wanting to “deal” with that person, but for the love of Pete, put your big girl panties on and Deal With It.
Adults that do things like this, to me, show lack of respect and compassion for others.
They are selfish.
Yes you have become an adult.
You committed to certain things and people, but since there have been waves in the order of your life and you aren’t happy with it, you chose to run away like a child instead of confronting and handling said situation.
You get petty and cruel with your words, yet don’t use your words to convey and communicate your plan to take care of your obligations while you go find yourself.
When I hear someone say, “I am going to run away” I smile.
They are saying out loud what they are doing, not caring who judges but also letting others know they will be out of touch. Whether metaphorically or not they are saying it.
But those who literally run away because they can’t or don’t want to face their problems, chose to push out people in their lives they may have kept if only they had done things differently.
Those people don’t respect everyone as most of them claim to do.
I’ve learned they are afraid of themselves more than anyone else.
Although they would never admit it.
As for me, I enjoy my little “run aways.”
Although I am not trying to disappear, I just like go off the grid. Usually it’s only for 30 minutes but sometimes I get to escape for longer!
There have been times in my life where I have told others to run away!
I am sure I have been the cause of some people to actually go away too.
Always their choice! I’m not like a mafia don or anything!
But choosing to run away, I really hope you have a good reason.
As for me, I am running to the beach.
But I am not alone.
My family is here.
He understands why I tell him, “I want to run away to the beach. It’s my happy place. Want to go with me?!”
And he now always says, “Oh yes mommy, I will run anywhere with you. I love you.”
So we run away to the beach.
To smell the salt air and feel the sand between our toes.
We find ourselves even if we didn’t know we were looking.
Have a fabulous Wednesday My Friends!